


I am unemployed and have so many thing I want to do BUT they just never seem to get done. Why not, you may ask? Well because I start reading a book or surfing the web and instead of being productive and lively, I'm just being. I want to do a "spring" cleaning of my house, I want to decorate for Halloween, I want to do some fun fall things with Mason (which I have done) plus I want to find a job!! I want to go to unemployment and take some classes they offer there but I stand in my own way with not wanting to leave my house unless i HAVE to....why is that? why am I the only thing standing in my own way? When did I become like this? hmmmm while I do not know the answers right now, I am doing some serious soul searching to find them.
We signed Mason up for religious education classes, and Cub Scouts. I will be a "helper" in the den, and a class helper at school! I wish Dean made more money and I could just stay home and volunteer to do all these things full time.