GGRRRRR!!!!!

I really don't like liars, really I don't. Or people who use other people to get what they want and then act as if everyone owes them something. If you didn't get off your lazy butt to help yourself no one owes you anything. period!
So we have these "friends" (and I use the term loosley) who we have helped out many times over the years, not that we could really afford it but we would do what we could. we lent them $100 when they were waiting for their taxes to come in because they had no food in the house. They were supposed to pay us back when they got their money, instead they stopped calling us or answering their phones and disappeared for 9 months. Then call us out of the blue one day and act as though nothing happened. REALLY?? So these friends let us borrow 2 movies (maybe 3 but I don't even know the name of the 3rd one so who knows) a while ago and out of the blue yesterday sent both of us NASTY text messages saying we lent you these and we want them back NOW. It was just worded really rudely, so I replied I thought we gave 1 back, 1 I don't recall us ever having and I don't know where the 3rd one is but I will look. So they then went to Dean and gave him attitude about it. Use the $100 you owe us and buy new ones. GRRRR

I have always like my job, ALWAYS liked this job. Not so much anymore. I am sick of being lied to, of having promises made and then not followed through. I don't appreciate being talked down to like I'm stupid when I know more than you do of what I am talking about. (Not you, but these people) Why hire someone as a manager or supervisor when they don't know crap about the job that those under them do?! In most if not all of my past jobs the managers could do the job of any one of it's staff in needed. (Sick, vacation, bereveament, really busy, whatever) but not here. Most of them haev no clue and then try to etll us we don't know what we are doing! GRRRRR

Sorry, as you can tell I'm having a bad day!! I hope it doesn't follow me to the doctor's appointment I have. I hope you are all having a better day than I am!

~Melissa

Blah?

I've gone off the deep end with my eating but I know what I have to do to get back on track. I've been so focused on the bad and not enough time on the good. Mason had a play date today with his friend Thomas and although it was fun, it was LOUD!!! Mason's a pretty quiet kid, Dean kinda forces it on him but Thomas is used to running his house so this was hard for everyone. After we played Monster Golf, we went to McDonald's for ice cream (yup I had one too) and they were like a bunch of wild animals, neither one of them wanted to listen and they fed off of each other. We had to sit between them so they would eat. I just realized i didn't take any pictures though :( oh well maybe next time. Well it's time to go see if I can find something to make for dinner.... maybe it will even be healthy-ish

~Melissa

Going nuts

So I haven't been on track with my calories lately. Well today I was but I went WAY over my cholesterol today. My morning started off with not hearing my alarm and waking up 10 minutes later than usual, then I got to work and was left with NO money or lunch :( because of that I got in a fight with my husband. I didn't care what I ate for breakfast because I wanted comfort food so bacon, egg and cheese on croissant here I come. DUH! really?? I know better, and even as I ordered it I knew better. You know what? It was delicious!! oh well, tomorrow's another day.

~Melissa